Star People

Closing yourself up is like seeing your inner light, a sun within, and then trying to control the sun, where the sun’s rays should shine and not shine. A force, one or more memories do not want to be involved anymore on an unconscious level. Actually, the sun is free and strong. The sun’s rays shine freely everywhere inside and out through the body, to continue illuminating people, nature, animals and objects.

Trying to turn yourself off is impossible. At times, apathy and a bored mind can feel like it has succeeded in extinguishing the sun, as well as extinguishing all memories. Unfortunately and at the same time in a survivor way on a positive note, the sun inside will continue to shine.

You are human and humans shine.

All humans are created this way. You can’t plug of yourself, no matter how hard you try. Otherwise we would be robots or other beings. The sun/soul gives energy, power and joy. The sun encourages misery and difficult feelings to emerge. The light wants to see through everything. Human emotions need to rest, breathe and move forward. Whatever you do, the light shines within. No matter how much self-denial there is, there is light and hope, in the midst of all the misery. We are built that way. It cannot be changed.

The fear of feeling all emotions, including the negative ones, sometimes wants to gain control over itself and its surroundings. When fear takes over, she closes herself, into herself. She becomes afraid of herself and her surroundings. Sorrow screams and reminds itself. Sorrow wants out, out into the light, out into the air, out and be part of a free force. All feelings are equally important.

Shutting yourself down can feel like resting but really it is then the need for control that rules. The sadness and fear try to control you and shut down your entire register of all emotions. Emotions cannot be switch off in humans

To follow the joy and release the sadness in the present is to continue forward.

To stand firm and trust your own light and mind no matter how shaky and roughly it feels, is to take a step closer to the sun.

Receive warmth that comforts. All people carry warmth. Animals, nature and other beings carry warmth.

Shielding yourself from heat is impossible. It is like trying to enter the impossibility against one’s own creation and can give expression in the form of apathy or depression. Apathy doesn’t really exist, the emotions still vibrate on an subconsciously level.

Becoming aware of the feelings, letting go of control and self-hatred is not easy but quite possible.

To see the opportunity is to take a step. Starting to feel trust in one’s own existence and of others is not always easy, but possible.

To doubt is natural.

Feeling is natural.

Loving yourself and the environment is a part of you. To have full control over one’s own being is impossible. Man is not separated from the outside world. That man tries to kill his own soul, his own light, is an impossibility. She lives on an earth with a big sun, water, plants and creatures. She is organic, made of body, the body of the earth.

Trusting yourself is trusting the earth.

To see oneself is to see others.

To see others is to feel trust. Trust power and warmth. Heat can fatten tears and release attempts at control. Control creates chaos and misery. Life nourishes. Man is life and needs nourishment, sun, energy and hope. Life may seem messy, but there is context to be found.

Life is a big puzzle.